I’m Sick.
I’m not skinny, though. My blood work is fine. I still have all my hair. I might get cold every once in a while, but its not that bad. But I am still sick. I still hate myself every time I eat. I still want to be deathly thin. I still think that anything made with flour is pure fat. I still hate my body. I panic around food. I panic just talking about food. Eating disorders are mental illnesses with physical symptoms. Just because you don’t always sneeze when you have the flu, doesn’t mean you don’t have the flu.
![[terrible] body check
07/03/18
H: 5’7”
Cw: 150 lbs](https://66.media.tumblr.com/e0e211bcb410a00e5f0673d3b8aa3c48/tumblr_pbb9f3IkMI1xy51hro1_540.gif)
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